*sigh*

Why i it that i get that feeling in the pit of my stomach that something is wrong? but to me, the only place things could be possibly wrong are with ashley's and i's relationship. I dont know. Are you(Ashley) not telling me something? i hate feeling like this, but if i dont know whats wrong i cant very well fix it now can i? I honestly love her, even if she is untrustworthy according to someone, i just hope nothings wrong. Hopefully im being stupid. Maybe im just afraid of being hurt again, my last 4 girlfriends have cheated on me with someone. This does't make it fair for ashley and im trying my hardest to think against it. but its happened so many times it makes me wonder.. Will she hurt me? I can't answer that, maybe thats what bugs me. I'll just have to talk to her in person when this wedding thing is over and i can see her. Well im going to lay down for a couple of mins before work, out.