Realiz...

Realizing you messed up seriously, hurt.Realizing you might of just messed up something great that was going for you, pain. Realizing that she might not call you, torture.Realizing that you might of just hurt the girl you love, Hell.I'm sorry, i don't know what else to say, but i can think of plenty to do.told you tonight would suck...

like i said,...

like i said, i was being stupid. Nothing is wrong with ashley and i, we're both extremely happy, and its wonderful. I love her. A lot. However, i got delt a blow from somewhere else in my life where something was wrong. Ill explain later if i want to, but dont bother asking unless i bring it up. And don't question ashley either, she wont tell you a damn thing. I can say that because she loves me more. so ha.im tired and Kaida is home from the vet for the first night,out

*sigh*

Why i it that i get that feeling in the pit of my stomach that something is wrong? but to me, the only place things could be possibly wrong are with ashley's and i's relationship. I dont know. Are you(Ashley) not telling me something? i hate feeling like this, but if i dont know whats wrong i cant very well fix it now can i? I honestly love her, even if she is untrustworthy according to someone, i just hope nothings wrong. Hopefully im being stupid. Maybe im just afraid of being hurt again, my last 4 girlfriends have cheated on me with someone. This does't make it fair for ashley and im trying my hardest to think against it. but its happened so many times it makes me wonder.. Will she hurt me? I can't answer that, maybe thats what bugs me. I'll just have to talk to her in person when this wedding thing is over and i can see her. Well im going to lay down for a couple of mins before work, out.

thats nice

school, i have to take one final, my i pod was broken, and then it worked and i got all excited, and it broke again. Buts its been one of those days thats just constant up and down. Defiantly.out.

thi...

this is ashley updating for cory. he's beating up kaida right now, and it's rather humerous. aw. he's singing to her. cute! in case anyone had any doubt, cory is the best ever. EVER.if anyone has a problem with that, they can answer to me, ashley. thank you, and carry on. ♥ashleythe girlfriend.

Heya

Hey, i've been really busy lately.. being hanging out with ashley, playing games, and going to work. Going to bed now i have 2 test tomorrow, and then work at 3 so i'm out.outtie

Played game...

Played games, saw ashley, took pictures post them later maybe, and now going to sleepouttie