Realiz...

Realizing you messed up seriously, hurt.Realizing you might of just messed up something great that was going for you, pain. Realizing that she might not call you, torture.Realizing that you might of just hurt the girl you love, Hell.I'm sorry, i don't know what else to say, but i can think of plenty to do.told you tonight would suck...

like i said,...

like i said, i was being stupid. Nothing is wrong with ashley and i, we're both extremely happy, and its wonderful. I love her. A lot. However, i got delt a blow from somewhere else in my life where something was wrong. Ill explain later if i want to, but dont bother asking unless i bring it up. And don't question ashley either, she wont tell you a damn thing. I can say that because she loves me more. so ha.im tired and Kaida is home from the vet for the first night,out